🐉🖤"I" is for Imposter Syndrome🖤🐉Colouring Page Stretch goal unlocked!!!🖤🐉NEW stretch goals & polls!
7 months ago
– Tue, Sep 16, 2025 at 11:27:23 AM

Greetings Hoarders,
Guess Monday was very productive for many of you! And the rest were mostly avoiding adulting by reading smut (You're my kind of people! Though I ended up writing smut instead of reading it...so maybe that counts?) or anxiously awaiting the weekend. Regardless, more of you were responsible adults! And so the "You've got Derpy Mail" pin is the next one to join the hoard! And in typical life fashion, your options are running low for the next poll! Who will be the next Derpy to join the hoard?

PLUS, I just noticed you guys unlocked the BONUS colouring page in the DUSKMELT Zine for my backers! So you will find not one, but TWO derpy dragon colouring pages! And you can earn more by commenting, liking and voting on polls and updates!
As backers you can VOTE on which Derpy you want as the bonus colouring page!
It has also been suggested that you guys *might* be interested in a possible derpy dragon colouring book in the future. If you think it's a good idea, let me know in the comments! I personally dislike colouring because I can never stay in the lines and always felt so restricted colouring someone else's art. Also, for many years colours was a real struggle as an artist. (ok it still is...) I always gravitated to Black and White/pencil sketches. Even now, ALL my art starts as a greyscale BW image! Even my full colour illustrations! But I digress.
Today's letter is "I" is for Imposter Syndrome

Featuring my "tortured author" Derpy from the Bookish Derpy Dragon collection as well as the "Inspiring Quotes by Derpy Dragons" Derpy from the same series.

Available as pins during the campaign and stickers in pledgemanager.
I know that every artist/author/creative person struggles with imposter syndrome, even now I fight against that little voice telling me I am no good enough, I don't belong, I don't have formal art education, I am not worthy. I don't think it ever leaves, but what I can do is ignore it and keep creating despite its nagging negativity and keep learning and growing. I think for this very reason my next art will always be my favourite, and never something I already created. (Though currently my Medusa art is my favourite illustration I have ever drawn...until the next one)
Defining myself as an artist is really hard...espeicially when this is what I deal with on a daily basis:

Not even I know whether the day will bring derpy humor; characters talking to me, begging me to write their stories; or realistic time-consuming epic art. Sometimes I stress that people will only like one style of my art, and I feel compelled to somehow separate them. Only, I have tried that, and it's exhausting. So I decided that there is only one me, and I will just share all of me with the world. People can either accept my creative chaos or ignore the parts that don't resonate with them, because ultimately I create because the voice in my soul won't be silenced.
All this leads to the constant companion of Imposter Syndrome. But if you do like my art and want to join me on my creative journey, my Patreon is where I like to hang out between campaigns and where I share all my art.

Regardless of whether you like my silly derpies or my more realistic art, I am grateful you are here. And you inspire me to keep creating.
Until tomorrow! Yours in art,
Therena
I know that every artist/author/creative person struggles with imposter syndrome, even now I fight against that little voice telling me I am no good enough, I don't belong, I don't have formal art education, I am not worthy. I don't think it ever leaves, but what I can do is ignore it and keep creating despite its nagging negativity and keep learning and growing. I think for this very reason my next art will always be my favourite, and never something I already created. (Though currently my Medusa art is my favourite illustration I have ever drawn...until the next one)
Defining myself as an artist is really hard...espeicially when this is what I deal with on a daily basis:

Not even I know whether the day will bring derpy humor; characters talking to me, begging me to write their stories; or realistic time-consuming epic art. Sometimes I stress that people will only like one style of my art, and I feel compelled to somehow separate them. Only, I have tried that, and it's exhausting. So I decided that there is only one me, and I will just share all of me with the world. People can either accept my creative chaos or ignore the parts that don't resonate with them, because ultimately I create because the voice in my soul won't be silenced.
All this leads to the constant companion of Imposter Syndrome. But if you do like my art and want to join me on my creative journey, my Patreon is where I like to hang out between campaigns and where I share all my art.

Regardless of whether you like my silly derpies or my more realistic art, I am grateful you are here. And you inspire me to keep creating.
Until tomorrow! Yours in art,
Therena























